||[Mar. 26th, 2004|10:35 am]
|||||Same Four Walls - Staind||]|
And gRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR! I forgot to bring up the classes board once more and remind everyone to sign up. *grumbles* Damnit. I have finish getting that all tweaked and ready for classes here soon...Stupid me.
Not much else going on. Moving boards into "Old Posts", which only mods should be able to see. Debating on if the password should be put up for all the teachers. Probably so. Ok, decided.
Anyways, was supposed to go up to work today and eat with the "girls". Meh. I'm skipping. Yes, it was a nice recognition of an award them offering the lunch and all...but...Gah. I don't think they understand exactly how much I loathe the people in my office. -All- of them. Why would I make myself go through all that when I don't have to?
Since Tel reminded me about the "Puddles" and where it came from, sticking it in here.
I want to say my first "journal" name was deadkittypuddles or something like that. Dead because it's what I wished to be. Kitty, because KittyKrack is the name I've used since I first came online, or touched a computer. Puddles because...I was getting all deep and meaningful one day and started ranting about how life was like a puzzle. It's beautiful when put together, but makes no sense once it breaks. And it seems that every time the puzzle breaks, someone has thrown the pieces into puddles making it impossible to put them back together.
Puddle had two meanings, in that my own pieces have been thrown into that puddle and I don't think I'll ever fit together as I once did. The beautiful picture is ruined....now we're starting a new one.
But it also was refering to being the puddle. At that point, everyone was throwing me pieces of themselves they didn't like and I kept trying to hand them back without changing anything, knowing how much it hurt, but I never fully succeeded. So, I became the puddle.
Anyways! I'm going to go shower and play outside with my son. Oh! But first I'd better finish my breakfast.
I need a nifty snape/harry or snape/hermione fic to come along. Something to distract me from my over analytical mindset that's slipping in. ^-^